Abstruse Musing

I haven't really been out and about taking photos lately. I'm essentially learning as I go and I still have a great deal to learn. I showed my sister these photos and she was surprised when I told her they were taken in the backyard. It's interesting how photography can challenge your perception and allow you to see things from a different perspective. Image credit:  impossibleastronaut

It's not necessarily the farewell that is disheartening, usually it's the memories which continually haunt the mind. What we cannot have is always the best, that's just human nature . Writing about it has been my only outlet to express myself, I didn't really want to talk about it face to face with a friend. I've always shouldered everything on my own. And lets be honest here, I'm not going to change any time soon. Perhaps I may have given the impression of a vindictive vixen from my last post, I'm like that sometimes. Truthfully I ignored that person because I didn't want the memories to surface once again. One thing I've learned is that it takes a lot of bravery and maturity to let go of something you want. I wanted to be selfless, but I wonder if I was actually doing more harm than good. I often wonder if my life would be different if I were permitted to start school one year earlier. Of course, the teachers at the primary school didn't p...

T oday was like any other day, every other day feels the same... Winter is settling in, everything seems to be washed in grey. Maybe even I've been washed in the hues of grey. I caught the 7:45am express train, got on the same carriage, forced my way into the same cramped carriage and daydreamed til i reached my stop some 20 minutes later. Everyone walked in time down the stairs, same routine every single day... Sometimes I wish I could be 10 years old again, wouldn't it be nice to live out each and every day without a care in mind? Wouldn't it be nice to go to school wondering if you'll wake up in time to watch the next installment of Pokemon? Or wonder if you'll ever beat your friend in the maths test? Or wonder what you'll buy at the school canteen with that spare change? These days I wonder if I'll wake up at all in the morning on time, if I'll get a high enough GPA, or if I'll even have the time to eat lunch at all...