Abstruse Musing

Canberra still lingers in the back of my mind. I suppose I could call it my getaway plan. I haven't really made my mind up about it yet. But I'll find out once I go down there for a visit towards the end of this year. I haven't told too many people about it, I'd rather keep it to a minimum until my mind is made. The other day I felt the need to get my long hair chopped off. I didn't even think about it and went to the nearest hairdresser in sight, what a mistake that was. Needless to say, my spontaneous course of action lead to much disappointment. It was a pretty bad haircut, I probably shouldn't have kept talking to the hairdresser. We were both so distracted and engrossed in making small talk. I've long discovered retail therapy solves nothing, simply knowing this fact did not deter me from it today. Thankfully my sister was there to stop me from burning my money. This is just one of those odd days, I'm not like this everyday. I'm going to hav...

The title says it all. I'm sitting here listening to that song again on repeat, I call it my thinking song... I'm a little depressed my bonsai, Rupert, is dying. Yes, dying. I totally neglected it for a week and tried to revive it. Sigh! I guess that was all my fault. I hope I can save my Rupert. Again. I've always told myself to get over it. Everytime I try to knock some "sense" into myself, you make me think otherwise. I hate how you do that, I truly do. Yet, I think I would be quite sullen if I were to cut you off entirely. I'm very ambivalent. Half the time, I don't know what you're saying... (maybe I need to pay more attention, heh) You mumble quite often, but I still listen. I think I've officially lost the plot. Thats the only logical explanation. But when things boil down to matters of the heart, they simply don't ever make sense. Maybe I'd be better off being schizophrenic. At least then I'd be oblivious to everything. I don...