"lobster clan"
I've been meaning to post about a dinner I had a while ago with Amy and Chuyen. We got together to catch up one night, Amy made some pho. I met Lilly there, she was quite a character. She had a lot of strong opinions and she strikes me as wise person. We had a few glasses of wine and just started talking about life. I suppose it was rather empowering to hear about Amy, Chuyen and Lilly's life experiences. It certainly sparked a lot of deep pondering for me. I suppose what I'd like in life is stability, that is something I haven't had a lot of in my life. I really need to think about what I want. The problem is no one really asked what I wanted when I was growing up, that is possibly why I don't have a concrete answer in mind. I'm thinking of deferring and try to figure things out. Sometimes I'm not so understanding, especially when I'm clouded with so much doubt. I only have so much patience. Still wondering if I should call H, but I better not put