i have a heart, science told me so
Sometimes I come off as obnoxious, rude or an overall snob. Quite frankly, I'm not offended by that at all. I'm rude and obnoxious to people who treat me that way. I do admit, sometimes I am quite a snob. But most of the time, I just keep quiet when I meet a new acquaintance. No one reveals all their cards to a stranger. All those attributes are merely a defence mechanism to me. That's what has changed about me. I'm no longer easily offended nor overly emotional. I feel there is the constant need to display my solid exterior. Even though I like this new persona, I know it'll come off as intimidating to some people. A person once said that they felt intimidated by me and that they did not feel we were both at equal footing. I can't ensure everyone is happy. The old me wanted to go out of the way to help everyone. But if someone can make you happy, then they can also make you unhappy. One's own happiness is their own, they cannot rely on someone else to a