Abstruse Musing

We went out to have dinner with the group on Saturday for Fok's birthday. It was nice to see most of the group there, of course its quite pleasant to have Amy and Chuyen back with us. Seems we've all missed out on a lot of things with them gone during high school days. As usual we were all obnoxiously loud but I really don't care what people think. I guess its been a while since I laughed until my stomach ached. I'd rather not think about complicated things right now.

 ...Hemingway kicking a can.

I don't really have anything of interest to write about lately.I watched Barfuss with my sister again, I guess that movie gets me thinking a lot about things. A lot of things have upset me lately. Primarily my lack of direction in life. I've got too many ideas in my head. The stress lately has made me lose my temper pretty quickly. I find cleaning a quiet way to release my anger, I have a habit of cleaning at odd times. Sometimes at 4am... This week I managed to clean when unwanted guests came to visit. I think the guests realised I didn't want them in my room when I started cleaning and throwing things out. All the noise and chit chat just annoyed me, I wanted to study (and think, of course). I think I need some macarons or cake to cheer up. I might just meet a friend up in the city today for some coffee or cake... I believe its time I start jogging in the evening again, it definately helped me sleep at regular times.

I was on facebook and Sara's status just made me laugh so much. Exams and studying has sapped the life out of me, but I sure got a good chuckle out of this. I'll never be able to keep a straight face if I hear this song playing...

Things have been a bit stressing lately, I think I'm going to crumble. I think a lot of my thinking has been under negative light as of late and R got a glimpse of that last night. I suppose R was taken aback by my aparent disdain or lack of enthusiasm this semester. I hate family drama. I cannot stress how much I hate it. Sometimes I just want to slap some sense into some of these people... Can't you communicate without the need to elevate your voices? Canberra is becoming more and more enticing as the days go by. I'm going to go insane before the year is out. I miss when homework was multiplication tables and when drama was who borrowed my colouring pencils.